Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Masochism and Hope

Kitna filmi title hai na! But the pain of waiting for a phone that never rings...
Aisa kyun hota hai..

Why can one not relegate him to the depths of hell... and get on with one's work? Kaisa intezaar, kaisi bebasi.
And the realization ki ye laachaargi is only one-sided, he isn't staring at the phone and praying for it to ring...willing it to ring...

He is NOT waiting......
Is this good...to find somebody so utterly necessary to your existence as a human being? Or bad? For the pain is self-inflicted.

Love has to be the most extreme form of masochism.

1 comment:

unknown said...

hey rachna,
all ur blogs remind me of moments that i hv gone thru.. felt EXACTLY the same.. and i ve promised myself its not happenning again..
love shud be abt healing then why does it always hurt?