Masochism and Hope

Kitna filmi title hai na! But the pain of waiting for a phone that never rings...
Aisa kyun hota hai..

Why can one not relegate him to the depths of hell... and get on with one's work? Kaisa intezaar, kaisi bebasi.
And the realization ki ye laachaargi is only one-sided, he isn't staring at the phone and praying for it to ring...willing it to ring...

He is NOT waiting......
Is this good...to find somebody so utterly necessary to your existence as a human being? Or bad? For the pain is self-inflicted.

Love has to be the most extreme form of masochism.

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OOOTTAFAGVSH

Oh Oh Oh...to touch and feel a girl's...

How many of us know the above famous mnemonic...to remember all the important nerves. I think I was somewhere in early grade school when I came to know of the existence of this mnemonic. AND it was only later, when I read "Doctors" that I realized its true meaning (and WORTH ;)
Interesting, huh?

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Zindagi...aur kuchh sawaal

Yahaan kisi ko mukammal jahaan nahi milta,
Kabhi zameen to kabhi aasmaan nahi milta

Yunhi kuchh umeedein, kuchh bachi-khuchi aas...
aise hi saanson ke tukdon par poori zindagi tiki hui hai
Kitni nazuk, kitni laachaar...

Yunhi lagta hai...ki ik khwahish hi har sawaal ka jawaab hai,
har bebasi ka ilaaj hai...
par kya khabar ki tamannaon me tamanna chhupi hai...
aur phir zindagi ek aur khwaab par tiki, ruki...

aise hi har sawaal ka jawaab milega...ek aur sawaal, ek aur pareshaani,
yunhi har zindagi me basi rahegi, ik nayi zindagaani
shayad yahi mera jawaab hai
ki zindagi hi khwaab hai........................

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